Cosmogonias amorosas: aberturas do caderno de encenadora n’A casa da atriz

Abstract

Cosmogonies of love: the opening of a theatrical female director’s sketchbook in the House of Actress is an affective and luminous cartography of a woman director on the process of discovery in a house-theater. Created as a dismantle, as named by Rosane Preciosa in Discreets rumours of Subjectivity, it is composed by pieces that take risks of being completely disarticulated. These writtings try to build the creative process using images and exercises stimulated by Eugênio Barba in Burning the house: the birth of a director, multiple voices wich compose and exhaust themselves. The text presentes some changes in the verb tenses, confusions, stories and dreams. Accepting Barba’s speech when he says that there is a wound in the middle of the creative process and, in addition to it, there is also Jorge Dubatti’s voice in The theater of the dead saying that we need to recognize our failures to make them better, it shows us (as science and construction of sense) a most human position and more sincere with the object written by myself: the humanity in the flesh, in the thoughts, in the wrong distances of the mistakes that many times made me just an automat of the scene. This doctoral thesis is above all, an agreément of humanity, of becoming a Doctor in a pandemic period, with all the risks that we take and of the privilege of keep thinking during this context. Even if this act is made in other ways. Eliana Bertolucci in Psychology of the sacredness and Zulma Reyo in Interior Alchemy are flames in the darkness, to take consciousness about the creative process, we shall give birth and light, illuminating unknown places, reaching out things that we don’t know how to talk. A risk conceived in three steps: Misteries of joyis about the creation through the pleasure, used as a method of writting; Cosmos came to me inspired by the people who lives with me, so it is about the interchange of presences, essays about the director’s universe in the moments of creation and Lunar conjunction is a way to constelate in the essence, as Hilda Hilst wrote in Seven songs from the poet to the angel, shows the presence of other people in the poetic, in the thoughts. Astonishment.